Day at home

alone! I have nothing planned, nothing that I want to do, and I'm going to enjoy it! I feel like I'm always on the go, so this will be a nice break.

I cannot believe friday I will be 25 weeks! I feel like I just found out. I kind of wish time would slow down! I'd like to enjoy these last months of pregnancy. I have a feeling I'm going to miss this, especially since Scot and I don't plan on having anymore children.

My answered Prayer

I feel so blessed right now. I honestly felt I would never be a mom. I prayed and prayed to God that he would send me a child when the time was right, and I could handle it.

Each month I would secretly hope that this was the month that it would happen. And each time I would be disappointed. Part of me was so sad, and another was glad that I could still be selfish and only worry about myself and Scot. But I wanted so badly to love a little part of me and Scot.

All of my friends would encourage me that God would give me a baby when I was ready, and I really took that to heart. They were right, if I stopped thinking about it, worrying about it, it would happen. Thankfully the stress of school and life took my mind off of it.

The month of April my period was late. I didn't think anything of it, mainly because I didn't want to be disappointed. But I started a week later, with my full 7 days (awful, I know). Although I had started, I was nauseous. But I wrote it off as being in my head.

I started my period May 9th, which is on time. The only problem was it only lasted a day and a half. This concerned me. Not only that, my breats were INCREDIBLY sore. This wasn't usual at all, so I had made up my mind to take a pregnancy test.

I went and tanned yesterday, and while laying in the tanning bed I decided to pray. I prayed: "God if I am pregnant, please let Scot find a great job so that we can provide for this baby, and give it a better life than Scot and I had. I will cherish this baby. Amen."

After tanning I went to babysit at Kristin's. Scot called me and told me he got a job!!! I was estatic. On the way home I bought a Clear Blue Easy digital pregnancy test and went straight home.

I took the test and while waiting, Scot went over to check on it. I asked if it was still blinking, and he said yes, and for me to look at it. So I got up, and it read: PREGNANT. I could not believe it. It must be wrong. I was jumping up and down, and then I bawled.

I still cannot wrap my mind around it. It doesn't not feel real at all. But I am so excited to see what the future holds!!

photos

Weekend

This weekend was wonderful! Scot and I went to Waco to pick calob up from his Juju's. Saturday we went to Logan's birthday. Cat's new apartment is BEAUTIFUL! I would love to live there, beside the fact that it's in Richardson!!! It was really good getting to see all of my friends and Cat's family as well. Oh and Hannah is just adorable. I really really want to have a baby!! I know it's not the perfect time, but I can't helpt it. It's all I've ever wanted!

Today I made breakfast for the boys. We had left over biscuits so we took Calob to the park to feed the ducks. I think they are tired of bread though haha. Only a few of them were interested. After that we walked and played on the playground. It was an all-around great day.

I somehow hurt my back, though. It's actually pretty painful. Hopefully it will go away by tomorrow. I don't know how long I can deal with this!

I decided to start using my camera more. Kelli wants me to do pictures at her wedding in May, and I've been slacking on my practice!! Hopefully I can learn a few new things so I can take good pictures for her!

Pictures

Just thought I would post some photograpy

First blog

I took my first exam in Ms. Tobi's A&P class last night. Of course I aced it. It helps that I've learned all of this in a nutrition class at TCC. The last half was open book, but let me assure you, I didn't need it. LOL



Since I'm on the subject of school, THERE IS SO MUCH DRAMA. I don't care what age you are, some people can't get away from it. Every day it's something else. Last night people were offended by something someone said, and it escelated from there. Can't we all just get along?